It’s really hard to write anything when you’re just numb all the time
Thank you so much, it truly means a lot to me. I don’t know why, but she said that she couldn’t relate to my poetry since I use “she” and not “he”, and that she thinks other people feel the same way. I just don’t see how that small word of gender, which represent the person I love, can make my poetry unrelatable for her.
But I guess it has to do with “no homo”, and that kind of hurts; because it feels like homosexuality is so different according to her, that she can’t even relate to a love poem which uses the female pronouns.
"the dead doesn’t have to deal with feelings" - a poem a day #8
"I was so in love with him, and now I’m just mad."